This weekend was interesting for me because the husband is on an internal medicine (IM for future reference) where he's working with the residents that he may end up working with for the next three years-- that is if the stars align and he matches with the IM residency program in our hometown. That's how it ends up working out in my perfect world, after all.
I am going to preface this with a disclaimer. This is not going to be a very upbeat post. I have really been struggling this week. It may not look like it from the outside (which is exactly how I like things), but I've been having a rough time missing James. The picture above was taken at the zoo one week before James was stillborn at 20 weeks.